If you read yesterday’s blog, you know that I had an anxiety attack when they placed the mask on me. As a result, I did not receive my radiation treatment. Today I came prepared – I took my xanax medication to keep me calm. Mary also accompanied me to the treatment room to help be get relaxed.
Although it was not with out some anxious moments, I was able to “survive” the mask bolted to the treatment table. They said today is the longest day because they take x-rays and mark the mask and other steps to ensure that the radiation is aimed at the right locations. So about 35 minutes later, they removed the mask and I was finished. Yeah, I did it.
Hopefully it will get more “comfortable” as time goes on. But I’m just glad that I make it through my first radiation treatment today!
Good job, Dick! I know that had to have been awful. Could you breathe alright? Just the IDEA of my head in one of those things bolted to the table for 35 minutes is enough to freak me out!! Your journal proves how it takes the most incredible bravery EVERY DAY to fight cancer. I’m in awe of you!
Thanks Tiffany! The pressure of mask is certainly uncomfortable, so I visualize the mask a my protection and my friend. I have to breath through my nose because I can’t open my mouth due to the mask. Deep breathing helps tremendously. The more I relax, the less the pressure of the mask and the calmer I feel. But I really have to focus and “work hard” to relax. 🙂